I am being such a slacker. I did not post my weight on Tuesday. I do not want to make this a habit. Keeping this blog going is very important to me. Lately I have been doing the bare minimum to keep it going and I am not okay with that. I will not miss posting my weight anymore. I will start posting more. I am doing pretty well right now. But I am not feeling the fire as much. You know? That feeling that keeps you going and feeling inspired. I am not feeling it as much and so I slack off. I am still losing - slowly. But I know that I can do better. I am starting to get back into it again, recognizing the progress I have made so far. I am so close to 30 lbs lost and that amazes me. I am wearing my engagement ring and my wedding band again. Yay!!! I am able to try clothes on in the regular section of the store - which is awesome, but a little overwhelming. I am happier! The last one is the most important of course. I am going to spend some time being grateful and accepting myself. I know that I will achieve my goals. I plan on focusing on me again. Hey, look at that - I can feel the excitement coming back! Every time I post I feel it again a little more, and so, since I am not a dummy, I will post more. Whatever I think or feel or really anything at all that keeps me going, I will be putting up here. I am ready to get moving again. Oh yeah my weight on Tuesday was 177.10 lbs. I have three more to go until I am at 30 lost - Yay!!!
Happy Thanksgiving to all of my American bloggy friends :)
Bye for now,
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