I really, really want to eat. A lot.
A lot of stuff, I mean.
It is terrible.
This feeling I get sometimes that I am helpless? Or that I'm a passenger.
Just watching out the window.
See the train wreck? :)
Anyway, it is getting old.
I have done a remarkable amount of backsliding in a really short amount of time.
I feel like JUNK!!! Seriously!
Really, really terrible. I have been eating the worst things, awful stuff.
The worst part is that I do not even enjoy this junk anymore yet I am still eating, eating, eating...
I am going to weigh myself tomorrow and post my weight here.
No matter how scary it is :)
I am going to weigh myself every day and I am going to start posting it again weekly until I reach my goal.
I am going to get serious. Seriously! :)
I will be back tomorrow with my weight and some new goals to get me started again.
Today I was thinking about this journey and how ready I am to be at my goal.
I was going to plan my resolution and give the New Year a great start.
And then I thought - Why wait?
Why not just start right now.
So I am.
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