I am really excited right now!
I have had a pretty long and difficult summer and I am still working through some stuff. Hard stuff! But I am doing really well with my weight loss, and that is amazing!
In the old days when I was in any sort of emotional discomfort my weight would reflect that - and not in a good way!
I have been feeling pretty low for the last few months and I am still sticking to my goals. I still mess up, but in general I have stuck to it. This is huge!!!
And it is paying off!
Last night I got into my wedding dress, and zipped it up! I was shocked!
That has been a goal of mine ever since I started gaining this weight, and I did it!
Then I weighed myself this morning and finally, finally, the Wii said my weight was NORMAL!!!
I have been waiting for this day since I first stepped on that balance board and was told that I was obese. I did it!!!
I know that I haven't been blogging a lot and I know that I have been stumbling, I almost didn't post this because I hate it to seem like I only write when I am happy with my weight.
But I am excited and happy and I like the feeling.
I am going to keep it going!
I really do want to dig into some of the crap that I was dealing with this summer and I do want to write a post about depression, but today I am excited.
So this is it :)
Bye for now,
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