I know that my post was moody and depressing and rambly, but it helped me to get it down.
I keep reading it over and it is a lot of stuff that I didn't even know I was feeling.
In my head I was getting frustrated and feeling overwhelmed. I was over analyzing, and going around in circles, and basically just making things harder for myself. Sometimes I do that ;)
I needed to take out the garbage and start fresh.
Nothing is ever as hard as I make it seem in my head. Not even close. Plus, am I really thinking of quitting? No!!! Not even a little.
Things are confusing right now, and I feel like I am on fast forward sometimes, but I know that I am heading in the right direction for me.
Change is good, I know this :) I read this quote today on facebook and it seemed really fitting right now:
"Change - It has the power to uplift, to heal, to stimulate, surprise, open new doors, bring fresh experience and create excitement in life. Certainly it is worth the risk."
some days you're the pigeon, some days you're the statue. I'm happy to see that today is a better day.
ReplyDeleteI read your original post and gave it some serious thought. I could have typed it out Cara. I have become a prisoner in my own house. I do things around here to keep me occupied but the reality is that I just can't be bothered any more. As far as I know I'm not depressed LOL. It's just a season of my life and it is what it is.
You make me laugh Mel. I am glad that I am not the statue today :)
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